Words have escaped me these last couple of weeks with Jessica's passing and I haven't felt much like writing. I'm realizing though, that as hard as it is to accept, life does move on and while we will continue to grieve we will also heal...
In the spirit of that I thought today a good day to recognize how much I still have to be thankful for!! The number one thing is the amount of grace and out-pouring of love that has come from all of our family and friends in the face of Jessica's tragedy. I could never have imagined how many lives she had touched in her 12 years and am in awe of it. I know that my sister and her family (and myself) would not be coping nearly as well without all the grace from the prayers that have been unleashed for them. How can I not be thankful, grateful, humbled by that?!
My children remind me every day how thankful I need to be. They are both miracles to us and for however long they are entrusted to my care by God, I am blessed.
Fall is in full swing and I've been noticing it finally this last week. The smell of the leaves, the crispness in the air, pumpkins on the porch... everything was hidden from me because of my sadness is starting to creep back into my consciousness... I am thankful for that because these are all things I LOVE about fall.
Ok - that might seem like a short list but it fills my cup for this morning, for which I am also thankful.
A picture of my sister's kids with Karen from fall a couple of years ago to end my post...
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